ato dure chole gale?

Erokom hobe ami ki kokhono vebe chilam.. kintu amar vabate ki hoy?? ami jader biswas korechilam.. tarai to amar noy.. amar kono bondhu nei .. kono sortu nei.. kono swapno nei.. asha nei.. PREM nei.. tao ami beche achi.. nijer jonnyo to bachar kono alo dekchi na aaj.. tao beche achi anna der jonnyo.. amar ma er jonnyo.. amar bondhu saroj (tui achis bolei ami akhono dariye achi.. venge pori ni.. asha kori tor icheey gulo sotti hobe taratari..).. rhitwaja( tui khub valo meye re, tor sathe je kano erom holo.. janina).. ar ki boli.. ?? ar ki ba likhi.. akhon kichu mathay asche na.. akhon khub kanna pache.. sotti ta je sotti take mene newa tai holo kortobbo.. sudhu ciha korche tumi jake valobaso.. take dekhte.. ki kore tar moto howa jay dekhte chai.. sikhte chai.. jate bar bar tomay harate na hoy... porer jonmo bole kichu thakle ..dekho ami thik tar moto hoy jonmabo.. tumi kintu bodle jeo na plzz...

hotath chokhe jol

baparta tomra porle hasbe.. ba dukho pabe jani na.. ami kintu khub moja pelam.. kal akta achena no theke bijoyar sms elo.. ami jani na kano.. jake sob somoy expect kori takei expect kore reply dilam.. aaj hasoh kore jigess korlam "who are you? i dnt hv ur no saved".. reply elo "ami robot, chinte parchis. :-P".. ami tokhono takei vabchi.. ami sundor kore reply dilam.. "ami jar kotha vabchi kal theke apni ki se?? sudhu yes or no the answer dilei hobe..".. "kal apni kake bhabchilen ki kore janbo? alock pat korle valo hoy.."... "na kichu na..bye gd nt".."yes. ami ABC.. number ta hariyechis ? naki mb ta? thk ache.. chal gd nt"... ABC = amar sei vabnar meye ti noy.. chokh diye jol porte laglo top top kore..  khanikhon pore mone holo.. na se akhono ache .. aki jaygay.. take somoy ato tukuo tolate pareni.. vishon akta khusi cheye galo mone... :) apnarai bihcar korun hasben na kandeb ei golpo tate..

anek din pore..

Anek din pore jokhon dekha hoy.. take khub chena lage.. ar nijeke achena.. sob kichui to ache ager motoi.. naki eta sudhui amar chinta.. asole sobi bodle gache.. bodolabar tagid e.. ami kobe bodlabo?? janina ..janina bolei aaj sob kichu ache mone holo.. tao ki jano akta nei.. jeta nei seta thakle ar baki kono kichur dorkar porto na.. kintu sei na thaka jinis ta mone hoy ar kokhonoi thakbe na.. sudhu mudhu amra sei na thaka jinis tar opekhay bose achi.. ak bandhobi bollo 22se srabon e naki prem jhogra poreo joggyo nayok tar joggyo nayika k chiro tore peye jabe.. sune ami uttor dilam.. "ei jonnoi cinema is cinema ar life is life".. se jigess korlo: "mane?".. bollam : "kichu na"

sei kobita ta..

Ei bosonte chokhe jol keno tor?
jani,onek bosonto chhuye gache toke
ronge ronge rongin hoechis barbar
tobu kichu dewa,ar fire na pawa.
Ei kuyasae tor mone jomeche
onek ondhokar...

Amar ghore krishochura aache,
ak aajla papri te tui..
khopa chariye sithi bhore nite paris.
amar ghore polash kuri aache,
anchol theke tule niye nijete mishiye nite paris.

tobe r noy,tor klanto sorire r..
meshabo na rong.
ajiboner bandhobi amar
lokhhiti tui khuje ne amar theke
tor onek khoja,onek chawar
shantijol.

jala dhora tor du chokh aj vijiye ne
ei snigdho jotsnaye...
amar valobashaye...
lokhhiti.


kobita ta to anek din agei peychilam.. but je dieychilo take dhonnyobad janate sahosh hoyni.. janina se ki vebe eta post kroechilo.. hoyto amar somosto jinis amake firiye dewai chilo tar udesso.. kinba anna kono udesso.. jaihok sahos kore bolte parini tokhon.. bollei se bolto ami ja vabchi seta thik na.. eta emni ee post kora..just akta kobita..kintu amar amar valo legechilo.. eta tar kache akhono ache seta dekhe.. obak ar vishon khusi hoy chilam ami...

Majhe Majhe

majhe majhe nijeke khub boka lage.. abar majhe majhe mone hoy ami akta chotto khoka.. ar besir vaag somoy tai boddo mon kamon kore.. kano janina.. sob jene bujhe tao kano mon kamon kore..??

Abar akta boring weekend...

ak tana besi din chuti porlei baje lage.. 3 diner chuti.. akhon barite bose bose bore hau.. 3 diner modhey matro 3 ghontar jonnyo somoy ache bondhuder kache.. janina.. sobai ki vabe ato busy thake.. koto kaaj oder.. amari khali kaaj nei.. edike kothao je jabo keu raji hobe na..tar opor brishti.. akhon bujhte pari sobai boro hoy gache.. ar ami akhono colleger chele tai roy gachi.. jaihok.. sapa ta xamer prepare korche.. saroj jache bari.. bakira to sob 3ghontar public... dawn ta boro company choto company kore frustru kheye ache.. contact ee rakhe na.. jaihok.. vabchi aka akai jabo ebar .. hutt kore udhaao hoy jabo.. akhon haa kore bose thako saradin barite... ki jachetai life.. sotti prem chole jabar por.. life e ar kichui thake na.. kichuii jano valo lage na.. sobe tei ki jano akta nei.. athocho amar icha thei prem chole galo.. adou ki seta prem chilo.. aktorfa prem.. du torfa prem hole to amar bou baki sobai k kanch kola dkehiye chole asto amar kache.. amar taan e.. amar valobasa ta ki useless.. kono taan nei..taaan toiri ba hobe ki kore.. majhe jotossob vulval public dhuke bou tar matha kharap kore dilo.. uff kopaal ta ato kharap.. erom kopaal jano amar sotru keo na day vogoban.. dhur..

A walk to remember

kalker din ta ektu alada laglo.. anek din por mone holo ami time machine e chepe pouche gechi amar sundor swapner deshe.. fele asa ateet e.. modern chele ra bolbe.. dhurr how boring.. amar moto sekelera bolbe vishon nostalgic.. shonibar.. icha korei ami oi dik ta jai na.. bust stand diye jokhon S31 ta jay.. mon ta kamon jano sei din gulo te fire jay ak muhurte..ager bochor pujoy last gechilam sei jayga tay..

sei je 8B r mor jekhan theke bus chere jeto..ar ami janla diye dekhtam.. jotokhon toke dkeha jay dur theke.. kinba tui auot te uthe jas totokhon....
kinba sei subway..jekhane bose akdin bolechilam "ami to cholei jabo.. ar ektu bosi.."  ..

ba sei rail cross..jeta periye jabar somoy ajo dur theke hete asa kono kalo meye k vul kore chena chena lage..

sei sulekhar mor..akdin khub roder modhey dariye chilam.. tui ese amar dewa samnno jinis gulo abar amar kache firiye dieychili...

tarpor ektu hatlei sei bridge ta.. jar opor dariye brishti te vijtam bondhura.. ar uki mere mere toke dkehtam.. aarr chokhe..

ki aschorjjyo aajo birshti hoche.. ar mojar bapar holo ami chata ta bag theke bar kore rekhechilam sokale.. seta bairei theke galo.. agottya vijte hoche tip tip brishti te.. mone ache akdin rommantic vabe bolechilam "toke chara ami aka kono din vijbo na brishti te.."  ..


akhono ache sei jayga ta aki vabe.. sei tor campassing er age akdin toke akta gonesh dieychilam.. ar mandir e pujo diye chilam..

ar jadavpur thanar mor tato achei.. ota to vulte parbo nakono din.. se golpo anna akdin hobe.. tola thak..
besidin kateni.. tai hoyto sob aki ache.. hoyto anek bochor por sob bodle jabe.. notun rong.. notun rasta.. notun mor toiri hoy jabe.. hoyto ei honto donto hoye hata cheleta ar tokhon dhire dhrie hatbe na ei rasta gulo diye.. jamon dhire se kal hatchilo.. ar du chokh vore dekhchilo.. char pas take.. :)

akta sundor bikeler kotha

akdin akta sundor bikele.. tar barir kache gechilam ami.. se mana kora teo suni ni.. jor korei gechilam.. tokhon se tar purano bari theke notun bari te shift korchilo.. koto rokom vabe baron korlo.. kotha suni ni.. ajo tar kotha suni na ami.. tai tar ato raag.. jaihok..
sesh mesh anek koste tar dekha millo.. hathe akta plastic niye kichu akta bahana baniye beriyechilo.. mukhta dekhe mone hochilo vishon rege ache..
ami voy voy haslam.. se to banglar panch marka kore chilo mukhta.. tar kopale akta cute pimple beriyechilo.. ami bolam "ebaba tor mathay pimple beriyeche.."..
uttor se  bollo.. "tor tate ki??" .."tui kano esechis.. baron kora sotteo.. eta amar para.. ekhane dariye achis kano.. jaah chole jaa.." .. se ki vishon birokto hoyechilo..tar kotha tei bojha jachilo..
ami " eta to amar tirthosthan.. amar vogoban ekhanei thake..bess korbo esechi.. ami anna karo sathe dekha korte esechi.. acha ekhane problem ache.. ami anna dike giye darachi.."..
se bollo " na .. kano darabi??  jaah auto te uteh bari jaa"
ami.. "nah jabo na.."

tarpor ami hete raag dekhiye chole elam sekhan theke..se hoyto khoche bom hoy bari choel gechilo.. bess khanikhon pore ami sms korlam.."jhogra holo ..tui rege gali.. but toke khub misti dekhachilo.. ar ei bahanay tor sathe dekha to holo.." (erokom kichu akta)

ami kano jor kore gechilam.. se hoyto bujhte pareni..tar kache akta sadharon bikel.. ar amar kache sara jibon mone rakhar moto akta somoy.. janina aaj hotath moen porlo kano.. ei short story tar kotha.. anek kichui mone porlo.. pore likhbo abar ... :) akhon jai..

o doyaal galo na amar dukheriii kopaaal.. :) :(

ar kau k noy...

ami jantam.. tar paaye hajaar khana sikol..
akta charate gale ar akta chepe bose..
se konodin pareni.. sikol chirte..
hoyto cheyechilo vishon vaabe..
Kintu eto loha noy ..aro anek kothin..
tai sikoler rajjey nijeke sope diye..
veshe galo.. amar akta sundor vore sundor swapner moto..
sesh hoy galo..
ghum venge ami beriye porlam..
baire vishon rodd.. sorir mon pure jay roj..
pora mukh niye valobasa ..daray aynay..
ar shantona day..
--se to erokomi.. tai to takei valobasa jay.. ar kau k noy.. :)


ei baparta niye anek bar vebechilam..se kano ektuo nishthur hote parlo na..bess sobai k chere amar kache choel asto chuttey.. he he.. kintu kiser taane se asto.. amar valobasa to useless.. kono power nei.. kono taan nei.. ki bichirii.. koto lok koto romantic vabe valobase.. ami kano janina kath khotta typer.. ki bichiri.. majeh majhe nijeke boddo mechanical mone hoy.. tarpor jokhon brishti name.. janlay dariye chokhe jol ase.. ar keu na januk brishti jane ami o akta mansuh.. tokhon khub valo lage.. :) :) ar bare bare sei bohu bochorer purano afsoshh ta veshe ase mone.. seo jodi amake valobasto.. 

shonibar

aaj saradin barite achi.. sokale ghum theke uthe internet.. tarpor tv.. dupure ektu ghum..tarpor lappy te delhi belly.. darun koreche movie ta.. akhon 7 ta baje.. ki korbo vabchi..kono kaaj nei.. koto ghumabo.. chutir dine ghum o kom pay amar.. week days gulo te vabi kobe weekend asbe.. ar weekend e kaaj nei bole bore hoi..ki bajeii na lage weekend gulo sudhu ghumai ar bose thaki..he he nijeri hasi pay.. emni teo mone hoche khub taratari chakri ta jabe.. valo hobe ami machiner moto bachte parbo na.. aaj ager barer pujor somoy kena sobuj sing ta peychi khuje.. light jolche akhono .. battery sesh hoyni..ebar pujo ta miss korbo.. sei nagor dolla chora tao miss korbo...jaihok.. jai ektu fuku fuku kroe ashi..ektu hete asi.. tarpor tv r samne bosbo..ar opekha korbo kokhon ar akta din sesh hoy..

best poem from zindegi na milegi dobara

Jab jab dard ka baadal chaya
Jab ghum ka saya lehraya
Jab aansoo palkon tak aya
Jab yeh tanha dil ghabraya
Humne dil ko yeh samjhaya
Dil aakhir tu kyun rota hai
Duniya mein yunhi hota hai
Yeh jo gehre sannaate hain
Waqt ne sabko hi baante hain
Thoda ghum hai sabka qissa
Thodi dhoop hai sabka hissa
Aankh teri bekaar hi namm hai
Har pal ek naya mausam hai
Kyun tu aise pal khota hai
Dil aakhir tu kyun rota hai

speechless

anek din dekhini take.. mone hoy 1000 bochor.. ei to ko mash ageo tar sathe dekha hobe bole din guntam.. ar akhon jani sob bujhi sesh hoy gache..dekhar korar ichaa thakleo upay nei..sesh porjtono to amake ak buk adhikar hin byartho valobasa niye fire aste hobe..kete jabe somoy..din mash bochor jibon.. se ki ato abujh chilo?? ami take ato tai kom bujhlam.. ?? janina.. moner kotha ki vabe prokash korte hoy.. janina ki vabe valobasle tar moner moto howa jeto..tao janina. sudhu etukui jani.. se amake chinte pareni..amar baire tai se dekheche bar bar.. vitor ta akbaro na.. tar ar dosh ki.. seto vogoban noy.. take kokhono bolini se amar trishnar jol.. kono din bolini.. se amar jiboner sobcheye priyo manush..tar kache naa sunte valo  lage  na..mon kamon kore.. tai ami paliye elam.. amar jibon k tar moto cholte diye.. chere dure aneek dure.. sob mone hoy baki theke galo..majhe majhei se veshe othe mone..se amake vule gache hoyto.. kinba jabe khub taratari.. ami to sudhui tar jiboner koekta muhurto matro chilam.. se ki korei ba janbe?? amake tar pochondo noy.. tar ar ki ba korar chilo?? amari ba ki korar ache?? ete vogoban chara ar karo haath nei.. tai karo kache kono ovijog nei amar.. ami ghumiye porlam..   dedicated to bou.. ha take bou bolei dakbo sra jibon.. tar daak nam tar sathe mil ache bole.. he he  :) :)

I bring sorrow to those who love me.. It was during this sorrow that love came to me..A voice filled with harmony..It said live still..Im Life..Heaven is in your eyes..Is everything around you just blood and mud?..Im divine..Im oblivion..Im the God..that comes down from the heavens and makes of the earth a heaven..Im love..Im love..--- from d movie Philadelphia

My life

Kiska Rasta Dekhe??
Aye Dil Aye Saudayee....

miloon hain khamoshi... barsho hain tanhaieen..... :*-(

kano poriborton??

prothome bole rakhi.. ami akjon sadharon manush.. ami kno party kori na.. ba dolbaji te nei.. kintu khub savabik koutuhol ... ar bichar buddhi diye ei kotha gulo likhlam.. 

34 bochor kom somoy na.. 34 bochore bharot ebong poschimbanga dutori anek anek poriborton hoyche.. aaj 2011 e ese ami vabchi.. achaa ei communist party naki bharot er sadhinotar akta boro kandari chilo.. ?? netaji subhash forward block toiri korechilen jokhon.. tokhon je communist party ..bar tar je manoshikota.. ba niti chilo.. tar koto sotangsho aj abosistho ache??? poriborton er asol kandari to erai chilo.. kintu aaj erai ato brattyo hoy galo kano manusher kache??

karon aktai.. dirghodiner ei jogodoll pathorer moto sorkar... khub sabhabik vabei sei communist party aaj ar sei party nei.. nei karon tader nironkush dirgho sashon kaal.. aaj hajar hajar communist ra.. mukh firiye niyeche.. karon holo oudhottyo.. khomotar asfalon...

ami jani biroodhi dol ba netritto durbol.. tamon sokto niti ba adorsho nei.. akjon dujon chara tamon neta netri oo nei.. sobi jani.. kintu tao ei jogodoll ke norate hobe..tai ar kono upay nei.. tai poriborton.. ak anischit vobisshot er dike egochi jani... kintu ar koto din chup kore thakbo?? ar kotodin bolbo joggo bikolpo nei bole ami ei jogoddol keu tikiye rakhlam.. ar parchi na... ebar ja hobe hok...

suye suye vabchi..

Aaj sorir ta khub kharap.. ei baire vishon rodd.. ar offc e AC.. ei kore kore thanda lage.. akhon seta prokash pache.. mone hochee jor asbe.. k jane?? ajj suye suye vabchilam.. bichanay suye suye kosto peye mora ta ki voyanok.. tarcheye accdent ba sudden death e kono kosto hoyna.. otai valo.. taratari suye pori.. dekha jakk kal sokale sorir ki bole.. ofc ache kal theke...

peychi

hmm thank god she dint delete it.. nahole khuje petam na hoyto.. egulo aksomoy koto jotno niye lekha.. sotti tokhon koto kothin jinis koto sohoj mone hoto.. ar akhon.. here they are..


26/04/2008
tomar chokh bojano swapno amay dio..
ami sotti dhulo makhiye nebo...
tomar akla ganer kontho amay dio..
ami brishti sure toth vejabo...


hasir fanke majhe majhe
kota ovimani chithi likho..
sukhi surer majhe majhe..
kichu raag kora gaan geo..
tarpor dekho ...
alga premer gaant ami kamon sokto kori..
hazar dure thekeo ami kamon joriye dhori..


tomar ghum vangano pakhi amay dio..
ami akash khachay mon orabo..
tomar alto lajuk choa amay dio..
ami sokto hathe prem chorabo..


ogunti sob nokol ashar vire
akta sudhu khati ador diyo..
osonkho sob prottyakhan seshe
akta kebol mon theke hain bolo..
tarpor dekho...
tomar alo omor korte andhar hoteo pari
amar kachei premer hobe preme hatekhori.


eta kaal rate lekha... valo kharap jani na.. ja feel kori tai likhechi...




20/03/2008
bondhu
tumi acho bolei ...
jotil jibon jott khole.....
nayon jole swapno nauka pal tole.

bondhu
tumi pase bolei...
barthota rao sahosh jogay...
rater seshe ashar surjo sindur khelay.

bondhu
tumi bondhu bolei..
din bodoler path chola...
dukho seshe boba hasir kotha bola...

kamon hoyeche?? eta partha k janmo dine gift korechilam..but tokeo gift krolam as a testimonial..


10/05/2007
akta kobita likhlam tor jonno:

jokhon tor chokher jole buk vese jay...
jokhon tor swapno gulo roj venge jay ,,

tokhon dekhis chokh ta khule hater kache..
obohelar akta hasi choriye ache......

sei hasi kei joriye dhoris,
abar notun bondhu koris........

dekhbi tokhon swapno vanga raater seshe...
notun kota ashar pakhi asche vese...."


kamon holo re?? oneeek din likhi na...valo lagle bolis....its only for u my sweet friend....

nothing new

aaj saradin tamon kichui notun hoyni.. robot film ta kichuta dekhlam.. vatosso vaat akta... raate butterfly effect dekhlam.. bess mojar cinema.. erom sotti jodi past k change kora jato.. valo hoto.. jaihok golpe goru gache othe.. ar reality te goru mathe ghass khay..

amar lekha purano kobita gulo khuje bar korte hobe.. amar lekha khata ta hariye gache.. dekhi kota khuje pai.. asha kori akhono koekta kobita se delete koreni.. khuje pele ekhane post korbo...

emni kichu lekha likhi

aaj bose bose vabchilam.. ei je Japan e bhumikompo ar tsunami elo.. tar date ta 11th  kano holo.. jodi ami vul na vebe thaki.. 2nd ,11th,26th,8th ei date gulo sotti ki apoyaa?? mane binassh deke anar din..?? er agei ami vebechilam eta niye 2004 er Tsunami howar somoy... eta hoyto unscientific sonache.. but jar uttor jani na take unscientific bole uriye dewa ta thik na... sunlam keu keu SUPER MOON r theory diche.. moon er gravity ki sotti earth er core ke deform kore volcanic erruption kinba bhumikompo ghotate pare??? etake aloukik bole uriye na diye er akta study howa dorkar.. i think...

ei sob habi jabi vablam.. ar akta bicchiri cricket match dekhlam.. anyways time katano niye kotha.. kaal puro gota din ki korbo k jane?? akdiner besi du din chuti holei muskil.. time pass hoyna.. life ta ki boring.. majhe majhe college din gulote fire jete icha kore... harano valobasa.. harano bondhu.. nostalgic hoye jai khub... but ki korar ache ... somoy egiye jay.. ar ami vabtei thaki sudhu.. hehe...